I hate feeling like this. I’m sad all the time especially when I’m alone. I cry excessively for no apparent reason and can’t find a way to be happy it seems like. I can’t stand to do things alone but I don’t want to do anything. I have no motivation and i’m tired all of the time. I don’t know why I feel the way I do some times. I’ve looked up mood disorders and believe that I have one but I don’t know how to bring it to attention to my mom without sounding like I want attention which I don’t I hate having all the attention or any at all. I want help I hate being like this.